Off to work.

Hey Internet,

To be a part of a family.

What does it mean?

its not just blood.

its not just the fact you share a house.

its not a million things,

but it is,

now Im confusing myself.

Today, I saw my grandmother that I literally never see.

I dropped off her groceries.

When I left after 5 minutes..

I felt TERRIBLE

you just leave, and she waves from outside the window.

Someone that was there my entire life.

and I can't even spend more then 5 MINUTES with.

Its strange,

its the age old saying,

you want

what

you

cant

get.

I guess its true

one day she isn't going to be there.

Shes going to be sitting in a hot tub in heaven with elvis and tupac,

and I'm going to be HERE missing her.

I guess the message I'm trying to portray to you,

its dont fuck up.

please dont.

take every minute you have with someone, and make sure that you make it worth it.

There is a million different things you could do with your time,

but if your doing one, its what you know you want and need.

so don't constantly ask yourself what you should or should not be doing.

do what you do.

accept the fact that your going to lose the family,

and make sure that you get every second with them you wish to.

because I really don't want to have to wait another 80 years to say goodbye to her,

so I think I'm going to make sure I get some time in,

maybe make a cake with her,

talk about the bible,

and heck,

maybe even go for a walk.

There is my thought for the day.

dont

let

time

pass

you

bye.

with 2 legs and a beating heart, Trev

also The Windsor was a ship wrecked on Long Reef near Sydney, Australia in 1816.

I would of been much more comfortable living in a city called Titanic...

Even thought that sunk,

what 1912 : S

not idea,

I just know my grandma was born in 1922,

same year hollister was.

lame.