Off to work.

Hey Internet,

To be a part of a family.

What does it mean?

its not just blood.

its not just the fact you share a house.

its not a million things,

but it is,

now Im confusing myself.

Today, I saw my grandmother that I literally never see.

I dropped off her groceries.

When I left after 5 minutes..

I felt TERRIBLE

you just leave, and she waves from outside the window.

Someone that was there my entire life.

and I can't even spend more then 5 MINUTES with.

Its strange,

its the age old saying,

you want

what

you

cant

get.

I guess its true

one day she isn't going to be there.

Shes going to be sitting in a hot tub in heaven with elvis and tupac,

and I'm going to be HERE missing her.

I guess the message I'm trying to portray to you,

its dont fuck up.

please dont.

take every minute you have with someone, and make sure that you make it worth it.

There is a million different things you could do with your time,

but if your doing one, its what you know you want and need.

so don't constantly ask yourself what you should or should not be doing.

do what you do.

accept the fact that your going to lose the family,

and make sure that you get every second with them you wish to.

because I really don't want to have to wait another 80 years to say goodbye to her,

so I think I'm going to make sure I get some time in,

maybe make a cake with her,

talk about the bible,

and heck,

maybe even go for a walk.

There is my thought for the day.

dont

let

time

pass

you

bye.

with 2 legs and a beating heart, Trev

also The Windsor was a ship wrecked on Long Reef near Sydney, Australia in 1816.

I would of been much more comfortable living in a city called Titanic...

Even thought that sunk,

what 1912 : S

not idea,

I just know my grandma was born in 1922,

same year hollister was.

lame.

New beginnings

Hey, Internet.

Its been an incredibly longtime since I put something up here.

I deleted all my past.

Because I only care about my future.

Who would of known : )

As a child, we are terrified of what lurks around the next corner,

we think its going to harm us in the dark

what is next on our little 'path' in life.

I've grown to not fear what is around the corner.

its about time I learnt.

You should always prepare yourself for whatever could be around the corner.

But is that not impossible?

No one knows what is going to happen tomorrow ?

All we can do is believe in ourselves.

Why would I be scared of the future.

all the future ever brought was strength and promise.

at one point, the future was a thought

years,

days,

seconds

---- > ahead.

but we just passed the future

and the past.

time was just created to help man relate events to one another,

Why would I fear something that is always happening?

I'm tired of living in the past.

I've seen the future and its

strong

impressive

smart

beautiful

charismatic

understanding

deep

I could keep going all day.

I have someone that I never believed to be apart of my life.

Who would of thought the creature lurking around a dark corner,

would be the one,

to give me a boost and help turn the light on.

I want to sing on the top of my lungs at least 45 words to describe you ; )

but you don't need to be flattered.

you need to be given a chance to share everything you have

with.

the.

world.

you deserve to go into space,

you deserve to have your own fairy tale,

have Aladdin throw you on his carpet

and show you the world.

Im off to go watch some tv though internet, take it easy.

I'll talk to you tomorrow internet.

Love, Trevor Philip Charles Labonte